The duck that’ll never die…

The Story of Quacky: A Christmas Duck Full of Memories

Let me tell you a story about a duck. Not just any duck—this is a special duck. A duck that has been part of our family since 1994. It’s a plush, quacking Christmas duck by House of Lloyd. But, trust me, it’s not the brand or the fact that it’s 29 years old that makes it special. Let me tell you what makes it really special.

This duck, affectionately named Quacky (he’s Daffy Duck’s cousin in my childlike imagination), has been a Christmas tradition for me and many of my cousins since it was first purchased by my Grandmom all those years ago. Every Christmas, Grandmom’s house would transform into a holiday wonderland—bright lights, twinkling garland, the delicious smell of treats, and of course, Quacky sitting on the couch, waiting for us to make him sing Christmas carols.

Even as an adult, I’d visit Grandmom’s during the holidays, and there he’d be, sitting on the couch just as he had been for years. I’d laugh, give him a hug, and make him quack the silliest Christmas songs. No matter how old I got, Quacky was always there to remind me of the magic of Christmas.

But here’s the twist. You see, this isn’t just a stuffed duck. It’s a treasure trove of memories. It’s joy. It’s love. It’s a piece of Christmas that connects me to the past, and more than that, to my Grandmom, who I knew would smile every time she saw us play with Quacky.

About five years ago, Grandmom asked if I wanted to take Quacky home to keep for Christmas. Without hesitation, I said, “Yes!” A stuffed animal? Yes, I know. It’s silly, but Quacky was full of so much joy, and it felt like a piece of my Grandmom I could hold onto.

Flash forward to this year—the first Christmas without Grandmom. I couldn’t wait to share Quacky with my daughter. She’s obsessed with ducks—she quacks all the time, and I knew she’d love Quacky just as much as I did. It was going to be magical.

But then, something unexpected happened. This year, when we put the batteries in Quacky—after nearly three decades of holiday quacking—the duck went silent.

Nothing. No Christmas carols. Just silence.

It’s hard to explain to anyone who doesn’t know how important Quacky is, but for me, it felt like a small piece of the world had gone quiet. This was the first Christmas I was spending without my Grandmom, and it felt like Quacky had given his last quack with her.

I tried to find another one. I found one on eBay, but the price was steep, and I couldn’t guarantee it would even work. And as much as I thought about buying another one, I realized that the true value of Quacky isn’t in the sound he makes. It’s in the memories he holds.

After tears, heartbreak, and a few moments of questioning whether I should “retire” Quacky for good, I made a decision. We’re keeping him. Even though he no longer quacks, Quacky is still full of memories. He’s still special, and I’m going to share him with my daughter. She won’t know the joy of hearing his carols, but we can still make him quack. We can be the voice of Quacky, just like my Grandmom did for me.

In a way, this silent duck is a reminder that love and memories don’t have to sound a certain way to be felt. Even when someone is no longer here with us, we can keep their voice alive by telling stories, laughing, and remembering the special moments we shared.

Quacky may be silent, but his spirit is alive. And so is my Grandmom’s. I’ll tell my daughter about her. I’ll keep the memories of her alive. And every Christmas, Quacky will be there, in our home, a symbol of the love, joy, and tradition that still lives on.

To say I’ve cried over a stuffed duck might sound silly to some, but if you truly understand the meaning of what this little duck represents, then you know why I’ve shed those tears. It’s not just a duck—it’s everything it carries: the laughter, the love, the memories of a woman who shaped so much of my childhood and my life.

So, here’s to Quacky, the duck that will never die. He’s more than just a plush toy; he’s a living memory. And I hope, when you look up at the stars this holiday season, you’ll think of my Grandmom. Tell her we miss her and that we’re okay. Even Quacky is okay.

And as you’re going about your holiday season, don’t forget to reach out to your loved ones. If someone is no longer with you this year, honor their memory. Speak their name out loud. Keep their love alive, because they would want you to.

Happy Holidays to all of you. 🦆❤️